† Paris †

I dreamt of Paris last night.

The 16th arrondissement. 

A flat with a downstairs kitchen and an upstairs shower. 

There are only two things that completely eradicate my restlessness. 

Mon homme

and France. 

Two things that signify home, places, spaces in time that make leaving no longer a need. 

I love the present.

I love the past and future as well, but they are both like babies I have yet to have.

The present is here and now. 

Tangible and there for the loving, the kissing, the touching.

Everything is coming together in such a grandiose way that I find myself swelling with gratitude.  

Los Angeles, Paris, Monaco.

Love.

Life. 

Creation.

I've never felt such excitement for a particular moment in time.  This has been the most adventurous, ambitious project/partnership I have ever taken on and it is by far the most rewarding.

From the deepest place of love, my wish is that everyone could experience this at some point in their life time. 

I'm more myself than I've ever been.

 

JouJou Loves You 

 

†

Middle of the night silence.

Placed in between you and my solitary present.

I never cared about foreign minds. 

All that matters is that I am yours and you are mine. 

Restless feet, 

restless legs.

Feels like I am running to catch up to the end of days.

My body rebels against slumber.

Going through your pictures, 

You fucking stunner. 

 Tangled in these covers, 

I imagine our future.

You, his father.

I, his mother. 

But that's for a different time, we're in the now. 

My ground is ready. 

Till and plow.

Greatest pleasure we could ever know.

The temple of true love. 

Man's only home. 

 

 

 

JouJou Loves You 

†

'And then suddenly, all at once we grew up and grew into love.'

-Jenovia

JouJou Loves You

†

Self discipline. 

To say no when you want to say yes,

because that is what's best, 

in the long run.

 Impulse, 

socked a punch

in my middle.

I was now present.

Flesh and bones.

She cured my indifference, then he.

A taste for life.

So I sank deeper, tried harder, loved stronger in order to color the

white with your hue.

I was determined to bend and weld life, love, my body, my mind into 

the very shape I had always envisioned.

I was brimming, no longer sinning, 

my moon had returned. 



JouJou Loves You 





 

†

"Went to bed wanting romance, 

woke up next to circumstance."

JouJou Loves You 

 

†

"Soul connection turned to muted rejection of love’s false protection. 

Aimed high, felt low, even summer couldn’t warm these winter bones.
 
Covered those that hovered, flaunted what we wanted, spent weeks and months stretching what was stunted.
 
Ill fated cause we both waited for love to strike twice at the midnight hour.
 
Kitty cats stop coming home when their cream turns sour."

JouJou Loves You 

†

Sure you can follow the string, but you won't find flesh and a  

beating heart. 

I was always late to start.

Restless.

 

Immoveable.

So I slid then hid back within that other place and time.

 

I desired simple pleasures, not simple minds.

JouJou Loves You